| Peg Kay \\ 4/26/2006 |
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Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Window Pain
I'm staring out the window
the rain is pouring down softly
I lean my head on the cold glass
wonder if you are thinking of me
I can see the puddles forming
the drops splashing to create flood
The kids going to school stop
to play in the created mud
I feel overwhelming sadness
I wish I could laugh like they do
I can't even manage a smile
unless I daydream of finding you
I can hear the raindrops ping the glass
it's soft and comforting for awhile
My heart flutters thinking of you
wherever you are you just made me smile
The glass is starting to fog over
my breath forms the clouded haze
I wonder if this miserable sadness
fills all of my given days
I run my finger on the window
I let my fingers make their own way
I don't even think about its path
I watch as a designed fog is lifted away
I watch as the water condensation falls
from the written letters I have left to see
I lift my sad eyes off the glass
window teardrops from the name Joey
Drive Me Home Joey
Where are you now
can you tell me what to do
because this heart just can't seem
to get over you
I call out your name
there's no answer
I try to think back
my memory is a blur
I went to your house
who knows how long it's been empty
maybe my mind likes playing
these tricks on me
I picked up the phone
no number for you
I called information but with only Joey
there's nothing they could do
You said you would drive me home
but I'm still standing on the corner
my lips mouthing your name
and my insides in a stir
I know we had our first dance
because you sang it to me
and I know we've visited
the sheets romantically
I know you said to me
I would never be alone
I know inside it feels like
you're the greatest love I've known
So where are you now
when I need you so bad
am I only imagining
all that we had
I'm standing on the corner
waiting for my ride
You said you'd always be there
I can feel it deep inside
I'll wait here forever
with you beating inside of me
I know you will drive me home
Until then I'll love you quietly
| Peg Kay \\ 4/25/2006 |
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Sunday, April 16, 2006
Tears, Passion, Love
Pain in the discovery
words fall from lip
tear taste on tongue
flesh in our tight grip
Salt water forming
slipping under our tongue
experience no longer sits
in written songs sung
Hands clutch tight
holding on to words of past
throbbing insides exploding
gripping onto all that can last
Tears on finger spread
scrape down fielded chest
sweaty tongue lay it's flag
on perfumed breast
Forgive my soul for where I go
words moaned in heat
Force blends the salty tears
love splattered on silk sheet
Fingers clutch
in sweat and tear
hold me on out of breath chest
never leave here
Lips tangle in quiver
tears mix upon guilty face
Lips slip down to forbidden
soaked fingertips embrace
Let me stay here forever
in thigh where I lay
Hand on lip, face buried
tears mix where honey lay
Eyes of pain slide to lip
lips hold in locked ally
fingertips dig deep
the harder the cry
Words now spoken
rid of guilt in tongue
tonight lyrics fall
a new song is sung
Take the faithful
leave me if it's needed of
I lay on beaded sweaty chest
huddle in Tears, passion, and love
For You Joey:)
The Trail To My Heart
My mind may forget
the details that fill my soul
sometimes it makes me forget
all that makes me whole
Your name may slip my tongue
your words may leave my ear
your face may leave my stare blank
your touch may bring me fear
I may want to be alone
time with you may bring fear
it will leave us broken
leave you once again in tear
We know this will happen
it's been played out before
my details escape my brain
there's no memories to store
But one thing never changes
the beating of my heart
the flutters when I hear your strange name
knowing I miss someone when we are apart
The need to put myself at your door
even though I can't recall who you are
the urge to hold your picture to my chest
and never let the thought of you get too far
The constant reminders of you
that I never want to let go of
knowing my heart is full of something
and I'm almost sure it is love
The constant ease I feel
whenever we talk in conversation
the tingles that fill my memory lost skin
the fluttering heart sensation
The trail from the mind to the heart
seems so short in medical theory
but the head and heart are miles away
when my love for you leaves with my memory
My head loses the times we had together
but my heart holds you dear
even if my senses don't know it
my heart holds and keeps you near
My head holds our memories
they will leave me from time to time it's true
but you never leave my heart
my heart holds the love I have for you
So when my memory escapes
don't cry or hurt in worry
just follow the trail to my heart
and you will see you are still there Joey
| Peg Kay \\ 4/16/2006 |
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